Blood of the Goddess Book I: The Locust King
Table of Contents
Chapter 1: Locusts at the Gate Chapter 2: A New Name Chapter 3: The Capital Prepares Chapter 4: The Princess is Dead, Long Live the Princess Chapter 5: Outside the Gates Chapter 6: Inside the Black Tent Chapter 7: Surrender at the Temple Chapter 8: The Cult of the Locust Chapter 9: The Locust's Tenets of Faith Chapter 10: Mourners on the Cliff Chapter 11: The Eye of Betrayal Chapter 12: The Dead King's Bedchamber Chapter 13: The Arms of the Goddess Chapter 14: Zayaan of the Narim Chapter 15: The Eyes of the Priestess Chapter 16: A More Permanent Disguise Chapter 17: Tribute Chapter 18: Sacrifice of the New Moon Chapter 19: The Lost Bird Chapter 20: Manah and the Priestess Chapter 21: Desert Creatures Chapter 22: Become the Swarm Chapter 23 The Price of Betrayal Chapter 24: Life Under the Locust Chapter 25: Wild Rose Chapter 26: The Lady Wren Chapter 27: Thought and Desire Chapter 28: The Lady's Captivity Chapter 29: The Wine Maiden Chapter 30: End of Childhood Chapter 31: The Children of Aisha Chapter 32: The Forest Runner Chapter 33: Three Sisters Chapter 34: The Hunt Chapter 35: Bones in the Forest Chapter 36: Lullaby Chapter 37: The Hunter's Horn Chapter 38: Ways Between Ways Chapter 39: Morning Star Chapter 40: A Prophecy for Baraz Chapter 41: Equinox Fires Chapter 42: The Lord Prince Takri Chapter 43: Evening Star Sets Chapter 44: Chaos in the Courtyard Chapter 45: Dasha Chapter 46: Memories Chapter 47: The Body Slave Chapter 48: Caged Beasts Chapter 49: Message from the Capital Chapter 50: Heresiarch Chapter 51: The Color of Blood Chapter 52: Winter Winds Chapter 53: The Bookmaker's Closet Chapter 54: Wrapped in Dignity and Beauty Chapter 55: Vessel of the Goddess Chapter 56: Cracks in the Walls Chapter 57: Two Brothers Chapter 58: The Court of Women Chapter 59: Favored of the King Chapter 60: The Sweetest Fruit Chapter 61: Daughter of the Temple Chapter 62: A Nation of Bastards Chapter 63: The Lute Player Chapter 64: Aisha's Prayer Chapter 65: Promises Chapter 66: Lives Lost Chapter 67: The Tea Maker Chapter 68: Object of Desire Chapter 69: Empty Shelves Chapter 70: Darkness and Light Chapter 71: The Love of Men Chapter 72: The Cursed Ones Chapter 73: Hiding Places Chapter 74: Old Men's Tales Chapter 75: False Prophecies Chapter 76: The Lord Prince Radu Chapter 77: Love Becomes Life Chapter 78: Mistress and Mother Chapter 79: A Test of Strength Chapter 80: The Strigoi-Viu Cometh Chapter 81: Scraps from the Table Chapter 82: A Fool's Errand Chapter 83: The Little Ghost Chapter 84: Stolen Honeycakes Chapter 85: Breathe Chapter 86: Beneath the Palace Chapter 87: Red Pebbles Chapter 88: Common Men Chapter 89: Love and Duty Chapter 90: Nightmares Chapter 91: Earth and Sun Chapter 92: Love and Creation Chapter 93: Until My Last BreathChapter 65: Promises
Aisha.
Aisha.
Wake up.
The frantic whisper woke Aisha with a start. She turned over in her blankets, trying to blink the sleep from her eyes. The procuress leaned over her, gently shaking her awake.
"It’s Nasreen," whispered the procuress. "Don't speak. We can't wake the others. Pull your clothes on, child. Hurry."
Aisha did as she was told and silently followed the woman to the door which led to the brothel. The procuress reached under the collar of her robe and pulled out a cord upon which hung a key. She fit it silently into the lock and turned, hoping the click would not awaken any of the other sleepers. She ushered Aisha through the door and closed it behind them both, locking it with the key.
"Is she alright?" whispered Aisha, afraid of the answer she might hear.
"She is alive. Perhaps the Lady still hears our prayers. I went back to the brothel to pray and wait in the unlikely event the strigoi-viu sent her back. Less than an hour ago, I heard a scratch at the door. It was her. She keeps asking for you. The poor thing was half frozen to death on the doorstep, her skin almost blue. I took her to the kitchen to tend to her in front of the fire. It is the only room with no windows to show our shadows and give away our presence. No one should be out of the women's quarters in the dark. If the night watch catches us..."
Aisha nodded. They all understood the dangers of being caught by the priests after curfew.
The procuress led her to a small room used to prepare food for the brothel's customers. A fire crackled and popped in the hearth, before which lay a shapeless mass of blankets.
"It is only us, Nasreen. It is safe. I brought the little bookmaker with me." The woman motioned for Aisha to join her friend in front of the fire. "I will leave you two alone. I am going to fetch herbs for tea. Aisha, do your best to keep her warm and awake until we get some warm liquids in her."
“Yes, procuress.”
"Aisha?" Nasreen's voice shook as her teeth chattered together. "I am so glad you are here." Tears ran down her face as the two friends embraced.
"I am here. I am here," said Aisha. "I didn't know what I would do if you didn't come back. I was so afraid you were dead."
"Promise me something, Aisha." Notes of panic crept into Nasreen's voice as she pulled away from her friend's embrace. "Promise me that no matter what happens to any of us that you will do whatever you must to survive."
"I... I..." stuttered Aisha. "What happened at the palace?"
"I saw what the strigoi-viu wants us to be. And I cannot be that thing. And neither can you. If he cannot have what he wants he will kill us all. We must resist. We need to escape." Tears ran down Nasreen's face. "And I don't know how. He controls everything and his rule is everywhere. Promise me, Aisha. Promise me. Please."
"I promise," whispered Aisha. "Even if I am alone, I will try. But you must promise the same."
"I promise, too," said Nasreen.
"Did you escape?" asked Aisha. “Do we need to run now? Do we need to hide you?”
"I didn't escape. They set me outside the gates of the palace to freeze to death on the streets, or for the night patrol to find me and rape me until I was dead. I made my way back to the temple in the dark alone. Thank the Goddess I grew up playing in these streets and I know all the places to hide in the shadows." She held up her hands, which were bright red as if they had been scalded. "The procuress tells me my hands will blister from the cold. Without my veil, my face would be the same."
"Did you see the Narim prince?" asked Aisha.
Nasreen began to cry again. "Takri is one of them. Everything he told me was a lie. He sits next to his master and does nothing, even as his little cousin is abused before his eyes! That poor child. Lilua is no older than you. I think Mahleck is feeding off her, drinking her blood in the night as she lies in his bed."
Aisha thought back to the strange black-haired girl who sang before her mother in the throne room years ago. Her father hoped to join their families together one day. Aisha could barely remember what Lilua's brother looked like now. Those days seemed an eternity ago, when she had another name and another life, playing in the safety of the palace gardens under the watchful eyes of her father and the leader of the Narim.
The procuress returned with the herbs, which she placed in a kettle hung over the fire. "How are you feeling, Nasreen? Can you feel your hands now?"
"Yes. They ache," answered Nasreen. "Before it just tingled. Now they are stiff and the skin feels hard."
"Frostbite," said the procuress. "But not so serious. Thank the Lady I was here. You will not lose any fingers. And you have color coming back to your cheeks. For once we can be thankful for those awful veils."
"Thank you for opening the door for me," said Nasreen. "I was afraid no one would find me until morning."
"I was here. Praying for your return," said the procuress. "We have not lost any of the Lady's priestesses yet. I pray that will continue. Are you hungry, child? Food stores are dwindling for all of us, but there is more than enough set aside for the men of the Swarm if you need it."
"No. My stomach still feels like it is tied in a knot after sitting at table with the tyrant. I feel I may never want to eat again."
"Please, you need to eat. Little bookmaker, are you hungry? You are still growing, and those bowls of lentils grow more watery every day. Let me feed you. Better it goes to nourish growing young women than randy soldiers," said the procuress as she busied herself in the pantry. A moment later, she returned with a wedge of sheep cheese and some dried fruit which the two girls accepted. As she took her first bite, Aisha realized how ravenous she was. Nasreen picked at her food, but managed to eat a few bites.
"If either of you need food, tell me. You are both too young to go hungry, and I can take from these stores without anyone being the wiser. Just don't tell the Holy Mother," said the procuress. "At least there is some benefit to having her blind. She can't count inventory like she once did."
"I saw her sons in the palace," said Nasreen. "They are guards for the Court of Women. You may as well call them jailors."
"Floryan and Luka were good men," said the procuress. "I hope they can hold onto that goodness inside such a terrible place."
"I don't think anyone can," said Nasreen. "It feels like a place without hope. Floryan and Luka told me the men there are so starved for the touch of a woman that they will take it by force. The Locusts have no care for life. Not even their own."
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